Once again, my dear friend Heather sent me, yet another amazing and inspiring link this morning. It is the blog of Stephanie Nielsen, the women who almost was killed in a plane crash back in 2008, 80% covered in burns, and who by the grace of God came out of a four-month long coma. Her blog is about her journey in her faith, her family, her new body, and new life.
She wrote a book called, "Heaven is Here," which I am buying on my iPad tonight as soon as I get home.
I recently finished the second book of "The Hunger Games," and am dying for the third, but I'm ready for some inspiration. I seem to be searching for, longing for, and seeking out a lot of that lately. I know I am READY to take the next step in my life and my passions. Our family is unfortunately not financially ready for me to dive off this cliff quite yet, but my head and my heart are in it 100%. When I get home, all I want to do is jump on my computer and play around with color combinations, create new designs, perfect the ones I have already started, and just GO GO GO.
As a mom and new wife I'm starting to feel guilty that my time hasn't been dedicated to giving my family all of my direct attention, but in a way I am, right? I mean, I'm trying to pursue my dream to create a life of greater happiness and a sense of purpose for myself. In turn that helps my family live in a more positive space and a more enriched environment. I feel like I'm trying to convince myself that those ideas are true... I need to find a balance. It's all so new and I'm so excited about it that I just have visions dancing and twirling around in my head that I feel I just have to get out. I know that I'm doing the right thing by following my heart, and in the long run I am setting an example for my kids of working hard and not giving up on goals, that anything is possible. I'm only just beginning, I need to persevere and not look back.
All of that to say, this morning I've been touched by "Nie Nie Dialogues." Reading her recount her struggles and her optimistic attitude through it all are perfect little reminders that life is only as difficult as you make it out to be. Despite what seems like overwhelming negative circumstances, Stephanie finds the joy in the little things, the strength to smile for her children, and has the faith that God has a purpose for her and her life's obstacles. She is doing great things and creating an amazing life with her hope and confidence.
Happy Thursday!! That means it's almost Friday, which means it's almost the WEEKEND!! We're in the home stretch here people!
Aaaaaand don't forget to check out my Etsy store. I've only added one more item, but I promise more will be coming soon. Please add it to your favorites and stay updated on my designs and creations!!
Make today count. Be hopeful, cheerful, and faithful. Good things WILL come, even if not right away. Don't give up the idea that God has big plans for you.
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P.S. Thank you to Heather, for again putting a smile on my face and a dream in my heart this morning.
As a wife and mom I know what you mean and how you feel. But you too are important and it may not seem like it now but that child will grow up seeing a strong and talented mother who pursued her dreams and showed them that if you work hard you can do anything
ReplyDeleteThank you! I keep trying to tell myself that... it's hard being a working mom, but the pay off for my entire family will be far greater if I follow my heart. <3
ReplyDeleteBy fulfilling your own dreams and making yourself happy and complete, you will be able to be the best wife and mother you can because you will present a whole partner and a wonderful role model to your family.
ReplyDeleteI'm going to add a different opinion -- if you put your family and God first, your dreams will come true.
ReplyDeleteI'm not saying you should give up your creative pursuits, but take a good look at where your heart lies and whether your actions are consistent.
I believe that's one of the messages Nie Nie would like to convey :).
Cheltz, thank you for that. You're right. Family and God should absolutely be my priority and everything else will follow. I just need to find the balance of my time. Designs won't create themselves, but I think trusting that God has a plan and a bigger purpose for my family and I is absolutely the right focus. Thank you so much for that perspective! My heart is with my family, first and foremost and my dream for all of us include my (hopeful) future career. Trust in God's timing. *Big sigh of letting go of insecurities and doubt*
ReplyDeleteI hope you have a great weekend!